The doctor in my head

I have visited the Casa twice but was not fortunate to meet with Joao de Deus. I was in good health and therefore never received an intervention during either trip. I did however feel a lot of energy around my lower legs, heart and third eye/sinus area.

After my last trip to the Casa, which was in winter 2019-20, the Covid broke out. As a result of the Covid and like many other people all around the world I went onto experience financial problems, increased anxiety, isolation etc. I was also in a very toxic relationship which was draining both emotionally and financially. And as a result I started smoking and vaping again. (I have smoked on and off most of my adult life. )

In 2021-2022 I noted several changes to my physical health. Firstly my eyesight had deteriorated again. My eyesight has deteriorated twice in the last three years. I also noted that my feet were sometimes very sore and I had some swelling in my ankles. I also sometimes felt light headed and as if I couldn’t get enough breath. Initially I did not think the symptoms were related and it was only when I had problems with my breathing that I became more concerned.

Also around 2021 I started to have the very occasional dream and although the dreams were always different, the message was always the same, ‘Don’t smoke’ and ‘Look after your health.’ Initially, I thought the dreams were a result of my anxiety. I would sometimes feel light headed and as if I could not get enough breath.

As time progressed it went from ‘dreams’ about my health to hearing a ‘voice’. As time progressed the messages became more frequent until it was almost every night/day. The voice would sometimes wake me from my sleep, to tell me that they were concerned about my health. Sometimes the voice was female and other times male. The voice told me that it’s ‘your choice’ and that I still had a lot of things to do yet and that it wasn’t my time. The voice told me to ‘Go to the hospital or die at home’ and that I was ‘Terminal.’ I didn’t know what hospital they were referring to, so I went to see my GP who checked my oxygen levels and listened to my breathing, she confirmed that my lungs were free from fluid and that I was fine.

I also booked a flight to the Casa, Brazil. But before my trip, I decided to pay for a chest x-Ray and CT scan. The results showed a very small amount of emphysema and that my heart was slightly enlarged. I missed my flight to Brazil as I received (what I believe to have been) an intervention, whilst at home in Surrey, UK. It was recommended that I didn’t take the flight because the air was too thin in the aircraft cabin. I was also told that they don’t sell the arnica salts and cream in Brazil which I had been told to use.

The voice used chanting I believe to get me into a trance like state. “We are taking you around the world tonight, taking you around the world. We are taking you around the world tonight, taking you around the world.” Over and over. And at other times chanting, “you don’t know how lucky you are, you are, you don’t know how lucky you are.” Over and over. And thirdly, “You’ve got to be strong, you’ve got to be strong”.

I went into an alternated state or trance like state which lasted about 7- 10 days. The voice told me to place my right hand on my heart several times a day and say, “God Bless me, God Bless me, God Bless me.” I also felt a warm popping feeling where my heart is. They told me to go to bed early and to lie on my side, facing the wall and to put the fan on so that it was blowing into my face. I did this for several nights in a row. One evening as I lay down to rest, I was told that when I work up I would have four stents in my chest. I couldn’t refer to the rest period as sleeping because I didn’t sleep but i was in an alternated or trance like state, and the chanting went on and on all night. One night I was told to put a glass of water by my bed and drink it when I woke up.

I was told me to buy arnica bath salts and to bath in these twice a week. Also, to rub arnica cream on my chest, back of neck and base of spine, morning and evening. They said to use good quality cream because it can cause blistering when used for a prolonged period. At night and after brushing my teeth, I should put one arnica salt under my tongue one at the back of mouth . And when brushing my teeth, to mix either ‘tea tree oil or turmeric’ with my toothpaste. (I went for a dental check up a few months later and I was told by the hygienist that my gums were badly inflamed. When I told the hygienist that I had a slightly enlarged heart, likely caused as a result of inflammation, she said that it was all connected and that it was important that I look after my oral hygiene.)

The voice told me to take one Ibeprofen morning and one evening. They gave me a full list of dietary foods that I should eat and drink and especially no alcohol, sugar or smoking.” They suggested that I drink, Hibiscus tea morning and after lunch. To eat a small handful of almonds with my breakfast, which was to consist of Alpen muesli. This was to line my stomach, because I was taking the Ibeprofen. That I should only drink filtered coffee and in moderation. To use Hibiscus salt, to replace regular table salt. To eat Red yeast rice, which contains a natural statin and X3-4 dried apricots after my lunch. Oolong tea. Coconut milk. Goats cheese (instead of cows cheese.) Lots of leafy green vegetables and cauliflower hearts. Onions, garlic, asparagus, leeks, Ocra. Manuka honey, CBD oil. Free range eggs as contain twice the nutritional value as caged hens eggs. Smoked haddock, free range chicken as protein sources and to take Dandelion and artichoke supplements and several other herbal teas.

For fruit, they suggested;- cherries, grapefruit, blood oranges, lemons, pomegranate, cantaloupe melon. To only eat fruit after lunch and in moderation.

They also didn’t like me using too many cosmetics and toiletries. They recommended that I spray perfume on my clothing and not on my skin but said that a little bit of make-up was ok. They suggested using more home made products (without all of the preservatives etc.) like rice water as skin toner and beeswax/ oil mixture as a facial moisturiser.

They told me to buy fresh cut flowers from the supermarket because they remind me just how beautiful life is.

During this period I bought and drank a lot of bottled water (I usually drink tap waters and not as much as I should.)

The voice told me that God Loves all of his children”. And also said, ‘thank you for your service’. I was also given messages to give to two other people who had their own health problems. I told them to go to see a doctor and I told them what was wrong with them. I ended the message with “God will bless you” as I was told to.

Thank you for your reply. The actual intervention took place in October 2022. But the dreams and messages took place from 2020-2023 (over 3 years.) The email that I sent doesn’t do my experience justice. There is just so much information that I was given. I know that I missed a lot of stuff but I just wanted to get something off to you.

I had another scan just recently and they said it was similar to the first scan and they recommend another scan in another years time. I have found the doctors in the UK very unhelpful, that’s why I paid for tests to be completed privately. Even when I went privately the doctor was reluctant to run any tests and said she thought it was all in my head and she wanted to refer me for counselling. Then when i insisted and the results came back, she admitted that they were not as good as she had hoped. That is when she stopped telling me that it was all in my head.

I don’t have any shortness of breath now but I’m still taking Ibuprofen twice a day, arnica salts baths twice a week, and Arnica homeopathic salts, and using the arnica cream on my spine and chest. I have not idea how long I’m supposed to take the Ibuprofen for as I have not consulted my regular doctor about it. I know your not supposed to take it indefinitely so I’ll just keep taking it until the ‘Voices’ tell me to stop. Maybe once the inflammation is reduced I’ll be able to reduce or stop. I feel ok taking it for the time being. I also used feel a slight tenderness/ pressure on my chest, which I can’t feel anymore.

I hope to visit the Casa again later this year or next year but money is a bit tight at the moment. (And I have two dogs that I adopted from the Casa grounds, that need be looked after when I go away on holiday, which makes it more difficult to get away.)

The actual intervention took place in October 2022. But the dreams and messages took place from 2020-2023 (over 3 years.)

I had another scan just recently and they said it was similar to the first scan and they recommend another scan in another years time. I have found the doctors in the UK very unhelpful, that’s why I paid for tests to be completed privately. Even when I went privately the doctor was reluctant to run any tests and said she thought it was all in my head and she wanted to refer me for counselling. Then when i insisted and the results came back, she admitted that they were not as good as she had hoped. That is when she stopped telling me that it was all in my head. I don’t have any shortness of breath now but I’m still taking Ibuprofen twice a day, arnica salts baths twice a week, and Arnica homeopathic salts, and using the arnica cream on my spine and chest. I have not idea how long I’m supposed to take the Ibuprofen for as I have not consulted my regular doctor about it. I know your not supposed to take it indefinitely so I’ll just keep taking it until the ‘Voices’ tell me to stop. Maybe once the inflammation is reduced I’ll be able to reduce or stop. I feel ok taking it for the time being. I also used feel a slight tenderness/ pressure on my chest, which I can’t feel anymore.

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